No more drama no no no more drama drama

Life sucks
im sick and tired of filling out collage applications the process is never ending
I wanna go see Fall Out Boy in april.......
just trying to get this school year over with
im so sick of all the flippin drama ppl need to shut there mouths
5 more months!!

i wrote this


It was the summer I turned sixteen
You would think it would be a wonderful scene
It was around the Forth of July
It was time for my Battle cry

(Chorus)
I want to be free
I am going to be free
I’m sorry if you disagree
This life is for me

He was a wonderful boy
But he was out to Destroy
He took my life
It felt like he was stabbing me with a knife

(Chorus)
I want to be free
I am going to be free
I’m sorry if you disagree
This life is for me

Trying to live my life with no regrets
With out becoming upset
A life given away
Freely to display

(Chorus)
I want to be free
I am going to be free
I’m sorry if you disagree
This life is for me

Now I learned my lesson
With all that’s been lost
It was such a high cost
But still I feel like crying out,

(Chorus)
I want to be free
I am going to be free
I’m sorry if you disagree
This life is for me

well this past weekend i went bowling with cool kids form work and today i went to an 80s party whooohoo kinda fun
well not much
going on latly
living life day by day i like it that way!!

Well just a lil update umm went bowling this weekend with crystal ashley tori and steven and some one else it waz fun got lost on the way home funny stuff got in troble oh well .... just got home from an 80s party whoo hoo

I wrote this its a ballad or i think it is its for my cretive writing class


It was the summer I turned sixteen
You would think it would be a wonderful scene
It was around the Forth of July
It was time for my Battle cry

(Chorus)
I want to be free
I am going to be free
I’m sorry if you disagree
This life is for me

He was a wonderful boy
But he was out to Destroy
He took my life
It felt like he was stabbing me with a knife

(Chorus)
I want to be free
I am going to be free
I’m sorry if you disagree
This life is for me

Trying to live my life with no regrets
With out becoming upset
A life given away
Freely to display

(Chorus)
I want to be free
I am going to be free
I’m sorry if you disagree
This life is for me

Now I learned my lesson
With all that’s been lost
It was such a high cost
But still I feel like crying out,

(Chorus)
I want to be free
I am going to be free
I’m sorry if you disagree
This life is for me


Well yeah i hate homework and i hate my job but what you gonna do

sarah

Take me away Where I can finally be me Finally be rescued Finally be free

Its been one of those days!!
Do ya know what i mean like nothings going right. your doing everything worng.
I hate that feeling:(

hmm so lets see where to start...
thanksgiving was fun lots of food lots of family lots of nothing..
firday i went shoping woke up at 3am and went to bed like at 1 am so not much sleep crystal ashley n there friend tina picked me up at like 4:20 or so and off to best buy and some other stores .. at like 10am they were prettty much done so they droped me off at home and i left to go shoping some more met up with some of my cousins and friends and shoped till 2:30 still no sleep back to my aunts for Leftovers mmm good then some hanging out then on the phone for 3 1/2 hours with crystal and we didnt even really talk bout nething i decided to stay out in flatrock went to bed like at 3am and got up at 7 had to drive home then work 9-4 blah wendy my manager wanted to be lazy so she told me to run the floor n she went to work grill hmmm... know i have been baby sitting for like 4 hours jezz..i wish i could of gone to the show tonite but ya know i have family dutys to fulfill or something like that..
im still exhausted
but its been pretty fun
im learning to live my life
with "no regrets" n i like it

Sarah Marie...

why are you trying so hard to fit in when you were born to stand out?

-from the movie "what a girl wants"

It's only when we truly know and understand that we have a limited time on earth -- and that we have no way of knowing when our time is up, we will then begin to live each day to the fullest, as if it was the only one we had."

~Elisabeth Kubler-Ross


Russell i love ya n will miss ya..... you made my life better thankyou

well today was one of the most deppressing days 'russells gone' it hit me at the service today ... touching his arm and looking at him........ made me relize we are not promised tommarow so we should live life to the fullest...
i want to say if i ever hurt any of you im sorry please hold no grudges against me and i want everyone to know i love ya all for who you are you guys mean the world to me
remember we are not promised tommarow so say waht you have to say today forgive who you have to forgive and love all

:/

Come and Get these Memories....

remember when all we did was
laugh and live a care free life?
i remember your wide rimmed glasses
and you blue vest
i remeber the way you talked,
the way you walked,
the way you smiled.
i remember your mischivous grin,
as we climbed high in the tree.
i remeber the smell of meatballs
as you hugged me.
i remember the the way you made me
feel
the way you made me smile
and ill remeber to never forget you,
for youll always be in my MEMORIES

i wrote this poem in memeory of russell memories from me and kyle put togehter made this pome

we will always remember you!!!

good bye Russell

staring sadly deep inside,
of her newborns blue eyes.
knowing she would soon depart
for her fate was a dagger in her heart,
sighing holding saying goodbye,
as she trys not to cry
know one really knows the pain she feels inside
as she sighs and closes her own blue eyes,
now she knows its time to die
the daggers moving closer as it comes she feels the pain ,
but really she has nothing left to gain.

i so wrote this pome

Life, stinks sometimes blahhh.......... so much work so much DRAMA so much crap i wish i was just a kid again. im sick of growing up collage applications bills ewww... yah know i hate when ppl talk about me!!! i mean come on lets all act like adults now.!.! im just venting my anger!!!!!!!!!